Never Mind the Beasts

Website of surreal-absurd writer Marcus Silcock

  • Gdansk Airport

    Polish news at Gdansk airport & business men gathered round to count and count and count and I exchange ZL for £ and stuff it all into an envelope my life is down to 15 kilos

    plus a laptop . . . . I am off to London . . . then SLC . . . then . . . looks like Turkey . . .

    There is a Polish woman in the lounge. She dreams of Mexico, dreams of warmer climates. She breaks her chocolate. This is her sacrament. Don’t let me be lonely. She is 40. All of our clocks are ticking, honey.

    el chimps . . . oh my fresh springlings . . . . I have taken up a course and what ails me
    is not the journey but the settlement . . . . what praise doth enter this abdomen what sloth doth climb into this intestinal tract . . . .

    The Polish woman tells me her name is Beata. She zones. I zone. We all zone. I’m ok you’re ok we’re flapping our way out of this cold Polish night into another cold night. Stone gods sit on the hill overlooking the ships . . . docking . . . undocking . . . .

    come play in my garden

    I want to cycle

    these faces

    come flicker

    my screens

    Can you hear
    the love

    that
    governs

    oblivion
    in the instant

    I am
    stone deaf

    I want to touch your face

  • our pores
    have opened
    too soon
    the spam
    of an open
    blouse
    we sit
    in Nero
    after the meat
    feast
    skimmed
    breasts
    in a soy cup
    you taste
    like Christmas
    lines are x-ings
    this is not
    a singing
    postcard
    the peasants
    have sold
    out
    beep! beep! beep!
    there is fur
    on yr toilet
    seat!
    My heart is
    shuffled it
    is intelligent it
    is a lot
    like me
    poetry is cheap
    I hunger &
    hunger
    and at the
    end
    of my hungering
    I hunger
    some more

  • . . . borders and margins . . . danish and hebrew and arabic and english . . . intelligence never tasted so fine . . . gatherer of detritus . . . nebulae of syllables and sounds . . . . . . still feeling those skirted glottal stops . . . those shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh’s and love his ppppppppppppppppp’s . . . . sound placer of tongues. . . .

    ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

    Michael Zand


  • tireless prankster . . .. the twin zodiac of the moustache king of all kings harry godwin . . . partner in crimes and minor misdeamings . . . .

    Linus Slug

    ahhhhh great to be in London among these folks!!!

  • fantastic presence . . . . and . . .. and well . . . . i dunno . . . . but great great presence as a performer and language acrobat. .. . i want more of this fella!!!

    richard parker


  • textures and layers and turtles on the back of universes . . . . Nat Raha

  • absolutely excellent performer and photographer and . . . well . . . feckin great work . . . loved all of it . . . and the interview . . . call and response . . ah . . .

    Georgie m’glug

  • Welch poet and fab reader of slippery lines and images . . . not dreary old english lyrics . . . Owain Lee


  • and recently returning from a trip to Wroclaw . . . . with a bit of the plague . . but still kickin strong . . . Ms. Frances Kruk . . .

  • and introducing edmund hardy with his sweet shoulder get up . . . . crumpled and fed and jumping . . . . fences . . . .


  • The one and only Mr. Harry Godwin (need I say more)!!!!

  • kick ass London/UK poets. Yep yep. great readings last night at X-ing the Line. Limited limited edition of ninerrors poetry zine . . . . get yr freak lung!!! Ah linus slug . . . you you . . . .

    nine poets:

    harry godwin

    edmund hardy

    frances kruk

    owain lee

    geogie m’glug

    nat raha

    richard parker

    lunus slug

    michael zand

    ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

    hell yeah!

  • a cactus king blowing
    raspberries in this make
    believe you hardly
    know in the cardboard
    sundown I’ve yet
    to find the dignity
    of a proper fork
    it is not true
    that we are bunnies
    it is not true
    it is not true
    we are balled
    and waded we’ve
    sporked this city
    we’ve frosted
    the tooth kings
    my love my love
    is the snow yet
    to fall the solitude
    changing hands
    I travel these streets
    with jeden bilet

  • la da da da
    the black cat in gold boots
    has already gone
    please please this
    is the sermon of a crab
    la da da da

  • An excellent overview of innovative/avant garde poetics in the 21st century and its relationship to the marketplace/publishing . . . .

    check it:

    Any De’Ath and poetry publishing

  • On Your Way to Luxurious Grass

    When I follow you into
    the cheap city with
    your legs wet wrapped
    up in a skirt with
    scorched & stretched
    thighs we are
    following our follies
    we are not effective
    like the animals
    corpse maintanence
    with the machine that
    already has you
    in its perpetual
    claws see the time
    it seems to take
    to poke and yoddle

    here is yr chicken
    here is yr leg

    mercy has
    a double fisting

  • A House is not a Home

    my house is the fireman’s dream, a bloodbomb, boob errors, booby tubes, yep, my house is a spiral, a throat captain (ahoy!), twitching brows and fingerbones.

    my house is ruse, my house is a hussy, my house is gonna get ya, my house houses a tableau of cut heads

    flash flash flash

    my house is the anti-thesis of a home

  • Elblag . . . Katowice . . . Elblag

    the toilet is full of shit
    with a footpump

    to drizzle
    out the water

    if we fall
    into the fizz I wanna

    lick you all over

    the old spooks on the way
    to Kalingrad

    hold their heads
    in their hands

    I’ve met my head
    in the sweat boxes

    of Polish trains
    Polish trains leave

    you saddle sore

  • the sound at a distance

    no shall I not, no shall I not
    implore me
    no shall I not, no shall I not
    restore me

    the gulag gaggles &
    hacks, the gulag
    is a Dronephone

    the sockets contain a quagmire
    of errors

    equality is in the crumpling
    of paper, equality is in
    the silence

    count, and roll, count, and roll

  • Alstom Turbine Factory
    (Elblag, Poland 19th November 2009)

    these corners have straightened
    my hands the endeavor of ruts
    masculine & marvelous I true
    it is I baited into the poem
    into a birdless place
    a massive bloke with crust
    in his eye handles
    the turbines with pockets
    full of molten
    crystal we do ocean
    these lips away may I
    call you mine may I
    unlock this door we built
    this city on a relentless
    terror we built this hissing
    head cracking cases
    troubles track us down

  • There is a special insomnia
    in this hall of lizards
    —————————–
    I’ve allocated
    a minddump on
    these
    two tonic
    bones
    —————————
    when my head falls
    off someone
    else’s
    will turn
    —————————
    perhaps this will lead
    to some small discovery
    —————————
    I love small nose
    piercings

    I love small
    nose piercings
    —————————
    this is your own
    private
    sound-
    track
    —————————
    this is making my head
    rattle

    this is goofier than
    the bland
    American grain
    that fills my clunky
    universe
    —————————
    presently I am
    losing
    my marbles
    —————————
    WANTED
    —————————
    tiny
    changes
    that hurt
    —————————
    we’ve left YOU
    to dry out
    in the morning sun
    —————————
    this doesn’t do
    me any good

    the response
    is to break
    into a radical force
    —————————
    today I paint
    with the whispers

    that ended
    the Roman empire

  • we don’t know where we stand

    or who we stand with
    or what stands with us
    or who can stand us
    or what we can stand

    the cat rolls its tongue &
    telegrams shake the leaves

    we don’t know

    who stumbles
    who pounds
    who mirrors
    who knocks

    we don’t know where we stand

  • Unheimlichkeit ( the breaking of ground)

    a boy a boy came to me
    with wads of paper from the Lamma
    welfare shelter I greased the pirates
    what clutches yr dairy air?
    my grandmother Jean was dissolving
    into Northern Irish gravy oh lottery
    to the grand land of dreams
    hidden Star Wars figures
    forgotten on light bulbs
    this is the smell of burning plastic
    this is a faint signal from Portadown
    to Milton Keynes to Las Vegas agog
    with crackes and shells alive alive
    oh oh this is the piecing
    together of extra bits
    is that you in front of me
    in a rocket ship with Neil Diamond
    blasting we’re coming to America
    today today but I’m in Elblag
    Poland among Teutonic bones
    and there is a shadow of a nun
    in her spires I’ve dreamed
    of horses I’ve dreamed
    of lands I’ve never seen

  • Self Portrait

    the devils
    in the details
    you grow
    your blond
    hairs you
    shave your
    blond hairs
    my left arm
    is from
    Iona
    my left arm
    is from
    the lower
    world
    come out come
    out oh
    mermaids
    the hornet
    nest is the
    golden butter
    the mytho-
    poetic cabbage
    is boiling with
    goldilocks
    quell quell
    the rainbow
    I live towards
    the border
    yeah

  • Trendy Club
    (Elblag, Poland)

    I’m not your
    stoic mistress
    I’m the oops
    in yon skirt
    a sheet of metal
    throws
    back the sparks
    that light a cigarette
    we’re hidden in itchy
    dreams a creamy
    touch this stranger
    shacks with testicles
    we ride
    the brambled motions

  • Some new poems from the London section of Alien Memory Machine just published at the Argotist Online.

    Great magazine. Check it out:

    Argotist Online

  • Garbary 11
    (Elblag, Poland 28th August 2009
    )

    the tactile
    is whipped
    into the other
    eye and I’m a
    bunk bunking
    on tip toes
    jeepers
    creepers
    in this patch
    of northern Poland
    red stars
    dot the graveyard
    and if everybody knew
    what they want
    there would be
    no government
    people people
    this is a riot
    the measure of love
    is to love without
    measure
    I’m suspended
    in the ethical
    in this palace
    of baby gods
    oh baby I’m
    going to give
    you a mystery
    in this wormy spermy
    canal after that final
    yes the point comes
    trotting after

  • Some good work in English translation forthcoming in the new journal Cleaves. Check out her blog:

    Louise Rosengreen

  • Unheimlichkeit ( the breaking of ground)

    it takes four horses
    to overcome
    14 pounds
    of limp flesh

    & what is crossed
    is found again

    in modern Utah
    a cowboy came
    to me shucking
    corn and shrugging
    with his wads of
    paper from the Lamma
    welfare shelter
    and I was chewing
    Now & Laters
    while my grandmother
    Jean was dissolving
    into Northern
    Irish gravy oh lottery
    to the grand
    land of dreams of
    hidden
    Star Wars figures
    forgotten on light bulbs
    this is a faint signal
    from Portadown
    to Milton Keynes to
    Las Vegas
    agog with crackes and shells
    alive alive piecing together
    extra bits is that you
    in front of me in a rocket ship
    with Neil Diamond
    blasting we’re coming
    to America
    today today but I’m in Elblag
    Poland among Teutonic
    bones and the shadow of a nun
    in her spires I’ve dreamed
    of horses I’ve dreamed of lands
    I’ve never seen

    such a variety of houses & fortresses
    which fish make from their own liquor
    & saliva these details take precedence
    over a panorama

  • London poet, writer, and all around great gal . . . check out some sample chapters from her new novel here:

    Ellipsis Blog

  • super super . . . . the one and only Amy De’Ath has a poetics blog . . . .

    check it:

    Amy De’Ath

  • Putting together a few Polish poets for the Polish section:

    CLEAVES

  • such a variety of houses and fortresses which fish make from their own liquor
    & saliva these details take precedence over a panorama
    ————————————————————-
    four horses to
    overcome 14 pounds
    of limp flesh

    ————————————————————–

    this is whale watching
    on the blinding
    islands
    with sliding
    waters what is
    crossed
    is found again

    ————————————————–

    last night a Utah
    cowboy
    came to me
    among the red
    rocks and offered us
    some land
    and shortly after I
    was back in Milton
    Keynes England
    with a rocket ship
    in the mall & Neil
    Diamond
    blasting
    we’re coming to America
    today I’m in Elblag
    Poland among Teutonic
    bones and
    the shadow of a nun
    in her spires
    the Wulkan pub
    where another new life
    was sprung
    among the clicking
    of sharp heels
    I’ve dreamed
    of horses I’ve dreamed
    of lands I’ve never seen

  • Terrific arts magazine. Combining/mixing various art forms: video, ambient music, visual art, poetry etc.

    check it:

    TRICKHOUSE

  • Some invigorating poems in progress over at Sophie Robinson’s blog. Goad yr loins:

    Sophie Robinson

  • One of my favourite poets of all time. Second generation NY School.

    Joseph Ceravolo

  • Trendy Club
    (Elblag, Poland)

    I’m the oops slits
    in yon skirt
    all creatures
    unite
    practice smoking
    in the sheet
    of metal
    with puppet
    lips here
    on ice
    with itchy
    dreams
    dispersed
    in the creamy
    touch this
    stranger shacking
    on the greasy
    table on the
    loud hum
    of testicles
    we ride
    the brambled
    motions
    I’m not
    your
    stoic mistress

  • Trendy Club
    Elblag, Poland)

    in the El
    Bano
    there is
    a sheet
    of metal
    where girls
    can practise
    smoking
    puppet masters
    muscles &
    boobs
    oh
    broken
    faces
    I want
    to be
    touched
    I’m not
    your
    stoic mistress

  • wooden boxes. Some are a bit more advanced than others. But the infrastructure is still very basic. The way back was a late night train for 10 hours. Started a bit before midnight.

    Jotted this in my notebook half asleep at about 6AM as the sun was slowly leaking into the dark of the train’s compartment.

    Of course still rough . . . much more to come. . .

    Elblag Katowice Elblag
    “the measure of love is to love without measure”

    to get
    from side of
    Poland to the
    other I’m
    traveling
    with priests in a closed
    compartment
    one has thick glasses
    I’d say 26
    and the other priest
    giggles and a gooey eyed
    nun comes I’d say
    around 21 and they
    pray and pray
    10 hours of mumbling
    holy Polish and this
    is a midnight train
    a ten hour communion
    with what I don’t
    know
    —————————————————
    Let the record show Polish trains leave you saddle sore. Sometimes the babel and the banal turns brilliant. There is need to trace my teeth to gums. I’ve invented something simple for the rats but my yogurt has gone sour. The toilet is full of shit with a footpump to drizzle out the water. If we fall into the fizz, I wanna lick you all over. The old spooks on the way to Kalingrad hold their heads in their hands. I’ve met my head in the sweat boxes of Polish trains. Getting comfortable in your skin is a class thing.

  • your Enneagram type is NINE (aka “The Mediator”)

    “I am at peace”

    Peacemakers are receptive, good-natured, and supportive. They seek union with others and the world around them.

    How to Get Along with Me

    • If you want me to do something, how you ask is important. I especially don’t like expectations or pressure.

    • I like to listen and to be of service, but don’t take advantage of this.

    • Listen until I finish speaking, even though I meander a bit.

    • Give me time to finish things and make decisions. It’s OK to nudge me gently and nonjudgmentally.

    • Ask me questions to help me get clear.

    • Tell me when you like how I look. I’m not averse to flattery.

    • Hug me, show physical affection. It opens me up to my feelings.

    • I like a good discussion but not a confrontation.

    • Let me know you like what I’ve done or said.

    • Laugh with me and share in my enjoyment of life.

    What I Like About Being a NINE

    • being nonjudgmental and accepting

    • caring for and being concerned about others

    • being able to relax and have a good time

    • knowing that most people enjoy my company; I’m easy to be around

    • my ability to see many different sides of an issue and to be a good mediator and facilitator

    • my heightened awareness of sensations, aesthetics, and the here and now

    • being able to go with the flow and feel one with the universe

    What’s Hard About Being a NINE

    • being judged and misunderstood for being placid and/or indecisive

    • being critical of myself for lacking initiative and discipline

    • being too sensitive to criticism; taking every raised eyebrow and twitch of the mouth personally

    • being confused about what I really want

    • caring too much about what others will think of me

    • not being listened to or taken seriously

    NINEs as Children Often

    • feel ignored and that their wants, opinions, and feelings are unimportant

    • tune out a lot, especially when others argue

    • are “good” children: deny anger or keep it to themselves

    NINEs as Parents

    • are supportive, kind, and warm

    • are sometimes overly permissive or nondirective

  • half of your intelligence is from congress
    with other people

    thus, without contact, last time
    around in Poland

    my intelligence
    hibernated

    or I lost
    my vocabulary

    which amounts
    to the same thing

    this time I talk
    talk talk &
    talk

    if only
    to myself

    love songs
    are the same
    and they
    keep pushing
    my buttons
    especially during
    sleep

    I dream
    non-stop because
    I set my alarm
    at odd intervals

    I want to live
    with pedestrian
    poetics
    and sing woozy
    on my feet
    fumbling
    around for my keys

    wear my organs
    on the outside

    all our feet
    make the big
    city , the new city,
    the only city
    after this one
    gets sacked and re-
    sacked by the visa-
    goths or some
    other discontent

    what I do
    at my desk
    is what I want
    to do on my bed

    it’s about getting
    comfortable
    with your self
    or selves
    that shifting
    flicker

    we’re gonna go
    gooey
    so better
    not confuse
    existence
    with life

  • Milk Bar
    (Elblag, Poland August 9th 2009)

    plump ladies
    are sweating
    into my
    gulasz
    let feelings
    bring events
    and not vice
    versa
    my spooked
    speech contains
    a bond with day-
    dreaming
    ‘ello ‘ello
    spiegel in
    spiegel
    history is just
    a big H
    my house
    is not
    on the rocks
    my little dog
    eats me
    chop up
    the momentary
    this is the tender
    the barter the human
    meatloaf Hercules
    paddles upriver with
    a spoon and the salt
    shaker is missing
    from my table

  • Sopot
    (August 17th 2009)

    this sun
    brings me
    back to 21
    with disorderly
    hair with pierced
    ear
    I did wear
    a wet suit
    on my
    honeymoon
    stranger stranger
    I’ve leaked
    into the sea
    oh woman hobbling
    in canary shirt
    I’m here
    on this bench
    I’ve misread
    my trains
    soon the light
    will go
    where are you
    oh
    travel mates

  • Some interesting illustrations from Darby Hudson

    illustrations

    and some animations:

    animations

  • I love love love this literary journal. Quickly becoming my favourite in print or online. Always poetry as potential and a revival of the literary review as actually interesting. Unlock those gates.

    AHHH!!! Every issue makes me immediately want to write . . . beginners mind . . . that is the best feeling about writing and reading . . . feeling a beginners mind . . . and this literary journal . . . ignites potential . . . terrific terrific editing and work . . .

    ONEDIT

  • Some poems from Alien Memory Machine (South Korea section) are in the debut issue of Radioactive Moat. Check the first issue here:

    Radioactive Moat

  • Garbary 11
    (28th August 2009)

    it’s too late
    to hand out
    the chocolate
    the duchess
    of Malfi is trying
    to eat me
    the tactile
    is whipped
    into the other
    eye and I’m a
    bunk bunking
    on tip toes
    jeepers
    creepers
    in this patch
    of northern Poland
    red stars
    dot the graveyard
    in this palace
    of baby gods
    oh baby I’m
    going to give
    you a mystery
    in this wormy spermy
    canal after that final
    yes the point comes
    trotting after

  • Bez Konserwantów (third take)

    there’s a hole to keep you warm
    a hole behind the eye
    a certain slant of light
    with a fly sliding in butter
    to feel the turbo pig
    scratch his ass
    in this afternoon glow
    draw the sexsweat
    from my aging bones
    this is very much a woman’s
    novel
    my ditz nipples flap open
    to splay the winning way
    to yon sexless desert
    my laptop rattles like a cough
    there is no
    no selling back what
    we already have
    yes yes
    I’m tick ticking
    with a tension between
    Buddhist and Christian
    suffering
    we adopt
    a brand new language in death’s
    dream kingdom
    hey handsome
    you mean I’m going to lose
    the farm whatever happens
    yep this is love talk radio
    coming to you live from
    Elblag

  • One of the great poets of the 20th century. Give it a listen:

    BBC Radio Barry MacSweeney

  • Garbary 11
    (28th August 2009)

    and if everybody knew
    what they want
    there would be
    no government
    people people
    this is a riot
    the measure of love
    is to love without
    measure
    this is the suit-
    case of the world
    this is the suffering
    the sugar on the
    rotting apples
    a saucer hiding
    unknowns the duchess
    of Malfi is trying
    to eat me and
    I’m suspended
    in the ethical

  • Milk Bar

    I’m in a Polish
    Milk Bar &
    plump ladies
    are sweating

    into my gulasz
    every thought
    contains a debris

    What does
    memory reclaim?

    What is our bond
    with the past?

    When did
    the daydreaming
    collapse?

    Spiegel
    in
    spiegel

    OK comes
    from the American
    civil
    war
    0
    K(illed)

    what does it mean
    to confuse

    existence
    with life?

    The salt shaker is
    missing from my
    table and my kapusta
    is pickled

    let feeling bring events
    and not vice

    versa when
    the story
    ends

    history
    begins

  • Some interesting art and poetry in the new issue of Poets and Artists. I have three wee poems. Sort of Self Portraits. Check it out:

    Poets and Artists

  • Garbary 11
    (Elblag, Poland 28th August 2009)

    the suit-
    case

    dumped
    with

    a late riot
    of lost

    love

    I am sick
    sick

    and my
    eggs

    are runny
    we’re not

    legit
    hey sugar

    sugar
    on my

    rotten
    apples

    yeah
    we’re

    far
    gone

    so get
    your leather

    on

  • here’s a
    hole to
    keep you
    warm
    here’s yr
    poked
    out
    iris

    we
    adopt
    a brand
    new
    language
    and grace
    it up
    in death’s
    dream
    kingdom

    hey
    handsome
    you mean
    I’m going
    to lose
    the farm
    whatever
    happens

    yep

    this is
    love talk
    radio
    coming
    to you
    live from
    Elblag

  • Didi Menendez painted a rather flattering portrait. If only I were that cool . . . damn . . . .

    Korean Shades and all

  • The angel of Poland at a Polish BBQ critiques the idea of Polish romantic patriotism. Is it sweet to die for one’s country or for romantic love?

    hm . . .

    poor quality clip but here it is:

  • Lagoon (Elblag, Poland)

    so what
    mr Theo

    upstands
    his head

    goading
    the wise

    belly dome
    & I’m

    burned
    freckled
    & follied

    all my friends

    are not waving
    but downing

  • Milky Bar

    I’m in a Polish
    Milky Bar

    &

    plump ladies
    are sweating
    into

    my gulasz

    Sopot August 17th 2009

    this sun brings me
    back to 21 this sun
    in Sopot

    when with pierced ear
    I did wear

    a wet
    suit on my

    honeymoon

    where are you oh
    travel mates

    I’ve leaked
    into

    the sea

    oh woman hobbling
    in canary shirt

    I’m here

    on this bench

    I’ve misread &
    mistimed

    my trains

    soon the light will
    go but now
    it’s a blue dome

    love is an intervention
    in this quantum
    universe

    &

    everything

    is imprinted
    with what

    it once
    was

    farewell oh
    bushy
    clumps & crotch
    hugging

    jeans

    —————————————-
    By Jove!

    this is
    specjal Jasny
    Pełny
    with

    spicy bird
    nuts

    There is

    a pump
    for sok

    juice

    there are straws
    for gals

    and plum
    and cherry

    wodka

    oh
    my
    Elblagians

    who
    pull fish

    from the canal

    Vipered &
    versed I still
    go ill with fear

    of the golden mean &
    urban sprawl

    this grip is

    extensive
    expensive

    expansive

    I bend my
    ear

    to the
    tombs.

  • Dante falls
    into a swoon
    before a large &
    vocal crowd
    that miserable
    throng of lost
    champions
    get their lukewarm
    without hope
    no baptism
    oh geezers
    come clean
    a flush
    in the
    industrial twat

  • cartoon dreams with
    cartoon erection
    crossing into divinity
    with hot rain with hot
    sand in the eye
    the bird in your bum
    is free take it on
    the chin take it on
    the cheek

    baffling wings
    of a grin

  • into the world into the
    cowshit &
    gold painted
    nightsweats
    with Mr. Goar

    I left my broken watch
    in Jakjeon but picked up
    a hipper one in Myeong Dong

    DAE HA MIN GUK!


  • Long long ago this small lad saved Elblag from the invasion of Teutonic knights by closing the city gates with his shovel:

  • Absolutely amazing trip to Warsaw for three days. Grzegorz Wroblewski was an incredible host. He took me under his wing and I will never ever forget it. An amazing warm genuine human being and poet.

    On the last day the poet, translator, future diplomat, and historian Dorota Sobstel was my host. Again, another incredible human being.

    I saw an outdoor play about the second Warsaw uprising (after the first Jewish ghetto uprising). 250,000 Polish civilians were murdered in 60 days. Warsaw was in ruins. They started the uprising because they believed the Russians were close to the capital and were going to liberate them. However, the Russians only watched and let the Germans do their dirty work. Then they moved in. And took over.

    I went to Warsaw, in part, to meet lots of poets and editors. Grzegorz introduced me. We were hanging in the old town of Warsaw as part of the bombardment of poems. Polish and Chilean poetry fell from the sky.

    Very grateful I got to see this. Fantastic!!!

    Here is a wee video of the event on youtube:

    Warsaw bombardment

  • fab reading recently in Manchester at The Other Room:

    Sean Bonney and Frances Kruk

  • This is the second first draft of a poem from today. The 2nd poem written in Poland 2009.

    London Bridge

    Hey baby give
    me yr light
    cock chump call
    whoa whoa whoooa
    rob the rambling wind
    fickle yrself sick
    with yr puddyslope
    plaster my soul’s
    soul never skips
    more’s the pity
    sip desires
    elsewhere balkerings
    of bacteria and blooddust
    spot on my rain dabbed
    minions my damned rats
    my buccolic caesars
    in the pokka dot shafts
    in the flame cycles
    with mountains
    of chips & slithering
    ale we’ve got
    our mouths
    on yr fraudulent
    chalk a weltering
    rook with pensive
    swine in their arm-
    chairs my nose
    is in yr cadaver in yr
    spuddertalk against
    yon bridge with your
    splatwisdom and crumbling
    nudes we touch yr turrents
    we touch yr androids yr lusty
    inhale bonjella on the
    gums brunettes tripping
    me on the tattered angels
    I used to believe in
    a little bleary-eyed
    snowcone our light
    debt is blue the color
    of livid yellow goes
    the cracked yammer

  • the jizism girls
    sit in their jizism
    windows take your
    faith & kick
    it out the window
    we’ll clay our way
    out of this dark
    I’m working on
    working on
    erasing you
    I’m on my loneliness
    with my fat lips
    I’m drumpy
    you’re simple
    I’m considering
    drinking
    your ass juice
    to whom do I
    spread to whom
    do I crack
    open soften
    inside slime
    into the grind
    a bliss cup
    among the towers
    pain became
    a passage
    a puppet
    a muppet
    a beauty bar
    twigs in the twaggle
    bakelight inside
    the mouthcharts
    don’t make me
    sweat
    do not wear
    do not make me
    make me wear
    flares do not
    make me
    spit cherry pits
    stick glass in
    tummy munch
    Rumi let us
    then mate

  • David Jalajel’s Moon Ghazals

    <a href="
    http://www.beardofbees.com/jalajel.html”>Moon Ghazals

  • Must cut nails. They click too much when I type. Must get a sim unlock. Must get my nose into this climate. Must find toilet trees. Must get groove. Must get back my rusty Polish phrases. Must ask for a Reklamoofka or bring my own. Must find a table and chair to write on. I have a sofa and bed and mini-man stool.

    The air is dusty. There are two other natives in the three flat building. That’s what we call ourselves. Natives. But we are not natives here. They are natives.

    I’m back on the instant coffee looking for waking visions. I am still getting my bearings. My compass is spinning, still. I should be dancing. Was fur ein Beat hast du?

  • until buses, trains, and planes to Elblag, Poland. I should arrive in Elblag a little before 1AM.

    Need to look at my books again.

    hanging at a friend’s house by a canal in East London (Limetree). Lots of Boats. A fountain. Some ducks. Makes me want to try Tai Chi!

  • I keep throwing away clothes but I suppose I need to have more than jeans and t-shirts for a winter in Poland. Upped my limit to 25 kilos. I have 15 kilos with computer and books in my carry-on. Must unload books and get them shipped later. So what to take???

    So far, from the top of my head, here are a few of the books I have packed for Poland:

    1) Sean Bonney’s Document, Baudelaire in English, Poisons their Anecdotes

    2) Frances Kruk’s A Discourse on Vegetation and Motion

    3) Stephen Rodefer (as Jean Calais): Villion

    4) Robert Duncan’s Audit, 1967

    5) Joe Donahue’s Terra Lucida

    6) Geraldine Monk’s Ghost Sonnets

    7) D.H. Lawrence’s The Rainbow, England my England, The Kangaroo

    8) Peter Jaeger’s Prop

    9) Tim Atkins Horace

    10) Jeff Hilson’s Stretchers and Bird Bird

    11) Nate Tarn’s Palenque

    12) Joseph Ceravolo’s The Green Lake is Awake

    13) various little chapbooks/pamplets picked up at Soundeye like David Toms, Luke Roberts, Default pubs etc.

    14) a copy of Minor American

    15) Tom Raworth’s Ace

    16) Grzegorz Wroblewski’s Our Flying Objects

    17) Catherine Wagner’s Hole in the Ground

    18) Maggie o’ Sullivan’s Body of Work

    19) Ken Edward’s Nostalgia for Unknown Cities

    20) Keston Sutherland’s Hot White Andy

    21) Marianne Morris’s A new book from Barque Press, which they will probably not print

    22) Linus Slug’s The ffrass gazette

    I will have to leave at least 40 kilos of books behind for now. How did I get around 60 kilos of modernist and contemporary poetry books in London in the course of about 9 months?

    The price of a nomadic lifestyle is the loss of books! But they are building again. Hm . . .

  • Insane morning. Clean the flat. Fill the black bags. What to take and keep. I’m slouching towards another new life.

    Leave the desk and chair. Sold the imac with big screen. Got an old laptop.

    15 kg of clothes
    15 kg of books

    This is everything I own.

    I wish I could narrow it more.

    1.5 hours on train in a few hours to stay at Ewa’s friends house. Tomorrow seven to eight hours of trains, buses, and planes to Elblag Poland.

    gaining and losing what?

    Time for a Lucas aid!

  • Turkey did not work out due to financial constraints with paying for visas and notarizing diplomas etc. (over £500). So I am off to Poland in a few days. We are all moving out of this London flat and going separate ways.

    Strange feeling. Narrowing my life to one bag again. Staying at a friends house on Saturday. Flight from Luton to Gdansk on Sunday.

    This is the new city for a while. Will use the time to finish London manuscript.

    Elblag history

  • SET

    Edited and published by Gerrit Lansing, copyright 1961. Cover by Harry Martin.

    Includes:
    Robert Duncan, Charles Olson, Stephen Jonas, Edward Dorn, John McGavern, Robert Kelly, John Wieners, Frater Perdurabo, Gerrit Lansing.

    Issue #1 available NOW in pdf format.

    SET 2

    Edited and published by Gerrit Lansing. Cover by Harry Martin. Copyright 1963.

    SET 2 features LeRoi Jones, Diane Wakoski, Robert Kelly, Kenward Elmslie, John Wieners, Stephen Jonas, Gerrit Lansing.

    Issue #2 available NOW in pdf format.

    SET magazine

  • From Chris Hickey:

    In March, I wrote and recorded a song, each day, for about three weeks. The result is “Razzmatazz” – 16 songs, just vocal & guitar, recorded in my bedroom on a hand-held voice recorder.

    Here’s a link to listen to or download “Kerouac” from the new CD:

    Thanks! – Chris Hickey

     

    Kerouac Song

    Chris Hickey

  • Welcome to Tony Tost’s America. My name is Tony Tost, and this is my America:

    Tony Tost’s America

    Set 1

    Big Maybelle, “Ocean of Tears”

    Billie Jo Spears, “Get Behind Me Satan and Push”

    Leonard Cohen, “Don’t Go Home With Your Hard On”

    Carl Story, “You Don’t Love God (If You Don’t Love Your Neighbor)”

    (Tony Tost is authorized by the soul saving station to perform such duties consistent with his special advisory position)

    Set 2

    Johnny Burnette Trio, “The Train Kept A-Rollin’”

    Jerry Lee Lewis, “Honey Hush”

    Billy Lee Riley, “Saturday Night Fish Fry”

    The Blenders, “Don’t Fuck Around With Love”

    (Tony Tost explains: America leads a life of allegory; its works are comments upon it)

    Set 3

    Sister Wynona Carr, “Dragnet for Jesus”

    Skeets McDonald, “The Tattooed Lady”

    John Anderson, “Tokyo, Oklahoma”

    The Rio Rockers, “Mexicali Baby”

    Little Walter & Baby Face Leroy, “Rollin’ & Tumblin’ (Part 1)

    (Charles Manson discusses doors, perfection, and conditioning.)

    Set 4

    John Phillips, “She’s Just 14”

    Tanya Tucker, “Blood Red and Going Down”
    David Allan Coe, “Death Row”

    Bob Dylan, “Man Gave Names to All the Animals”

    Slim Gaillard, “Fuck Off (The Dirty Rooster)”

    (By the touch of America’s wand, divine troublemakers are transformed into porcine stone figurines)

    Set 5

    Memphis Minnie, “Ma Rainey”

    Robert Gordon, “It’s In the Bottle”

    Sisters of Saint Francis, “In Heaven There Is No Beer”

    Sonic Recycling Program, “I’m Fucked Up, I’ve Got Problems, and I’m Dangerous”

    Charles Manson, “Arkansas”

    (At the nethermost core of Tony Tost, and at the underside of his America, lay novelty, terror, and the transcendence of good taste)

    Set 6

    Robert Mitchum, “The Ballad of Thunder Road”

    The Blue Sky Boys, “I Wish I Had Never Seen Sunshine”

    Judy Lynn, “The Calm Before the Storm”

    Scott Walker, “The Lady Came From Baltimore”

  • The sumptial colonel is losing weight with Zoloft
    & gaining weight with prozac. Wings have been useless.

    He walks the stairs to Wonderland.

    He’s an eliptical machine.

    Fingernails chalk
    the walls.

    The sumptial colonel has headed
    east has
    dropped
    verbs into
    simple tenses.

    His marriage loins gone drury.

    Sugar in a round
    clay pot.

    The peace. The wasp. The slope.

    Singing nettles under
    a black
    umbrella.

    Behold the no-lid.

    Mops
    and old rugs
    on a metal staircase.

  • I’m testing my banality.

    Do you see this moon tissue?

    Snail shells were once used as an allegory for both grave and resurrection.

    The bright green and orange parrots are outside my window. They are beautifully lost.

    There are more things in a closed box than an open one.

    Make haste yea gentlemen who ride across the seas. My housemate awakens furniture that once slept.

    Every morning I give a thought to saint Robinson Crusoe. Waterbugs floated on the china plate.

    —————————————————-
    Q: Was I in yr tummy when you were dancing?
    A: No!
    Q: Where was I?
    A: No where.
    Q: Where is no where?

    —————————————————-

    If you want to see the mirror then say please. The banality of the situation requires attention. A small lint free cloth, two pound coins, a small twig, and unresolved scum clogged the washing machine. I cannot proper myself completely. I imagine a forest life surrounded by friends in plaid shirts and muddy boots. That lady told me I lack male role models. I’m still forever spelling my selves. Every poem wants a freedom. Give me back my bones. What hides you? Who is giving you a hiding? How do you hide? Being starts with well-being. Lithocardites are heart shells. Images set verbs in motion. The French proverb says if you steal an egg you steal an ox. Houses are made from liquor and saliva. What is the dreamlife of language? The wing is near the engine. Every land a jigsaw. Etwas schnell. Eat the snail. Listen to me. I need a goading. Will you goad me? A tight squeeze of the lid doth not drive away wrath. Behold my face how it bores me. More and more went in and more and more came out. Folks pay a fortune for their lives.

  • Interesting to revisit this blog for an intro to poetry class I taught at UNC Greensboro. All non-poets and non-English majors. A lot of fun. I miss it!!!

    intro to poetry

  • MW: Sounds like a self-destructive way to seek God
    JK: Oh, it was tremendous. I woke up sick about the fact that I had come back to
    myself, to the flesh of life…
    MW: You mean the Beat people want to lose themselves?
    JK: Yeah. You know, Jesus said to see the Kingdom of Heaven you must lose
    yourself…something like that.
    MW: Then the Beat Generation loves death?
    JK: Yeah, They’re not afraid of death.
    MW: Aren’t you afraid?
    JK: Naw… What I believe is that nothing is happening,
    MW: What do you mean?
    JK: Well you’re not sitting here. That’s what you *think*. Actually we are great
    empty space. I could walk right *through* you… You know what I mean, we’re
    made out of atoms, electrons. We’re actually empty. We’re an empty vision…in
    one mind.
    MW: In what mind–the mind of God.
    JK: That’s the name we give it. We can give it any name. We can call it
    tangerine…god…tangerine…But I know we are empty phantoms sitting here
    thinking we are human beings and worrying about civilization. We’re just empty
    phantoms. And yet, all is well.
    MW: All is well?
    JK: Yeah. We’re all in Heaven, now, really.
    MW: You don’t sound happy.
    JK: Oh, I’m tremendously sad. I’m in great despair.
    MW: Why?
    JK: Its a great burden to be alive. A heavy burden, a great big heavy burden. I
    wish I were in Heaven, dead.
    MW: But youa re in Heaven, Jack. You just said we all were.
    JK: Yeah. If I only knew it. If I could only hold on to what I know. [Then,
    casually, rising] “You must meet my friend Phillip Lamantia. He was knocked off
    a bench by an angel last week.”

  • Leaving Wednesday morning. Lots of great poets to mingle with. My first public reading from Godzenie.

    Super stellar lineup:

    SoundEye #13
    8-12 July 2009
    Cork, Ireland

    Wed July 8 • 18:00 • admission free
    Firkin Crane, Shandon, Cork
    Reading: Sean Bonney (UK) + Mairéad Byrne (Irl/USA) + Keith Tuma (USA)

    Thu July 9 • 18:00 • admission free
    Firkin Crane, Shandon, Cork
    Reading: James Cummins (Irl) + Frances Kruk (UK) + Keston Sutherland (UK)

    Thu July 9 • 20:30 • admission €5
    The Other Place Club, St. Augustine St. (just off Paradise Place / Western Rd.), Cork
    SoundEye Cabaret (Programmed by Fergal Gaynor)
    With Isabella Oberlander (dancer AUT) + Boiled String (performance poetry CYM) + Mathematical Muse (poetry / performance / music) + Retorika Quartet with Camilla Griehsel (baroque and renaissance strings with soprano) + many more

    Fri July 10 • 14:00 • admission free
    The Guesthouse, 10 Chapel Street, Shandon, Cork
    Reading: Swantje Lichtenstein (Ger) + Kevin Perryman (Ire/Ger) + Stephen Rodefer (USA/Fr) + Michael Smith (Ire)

    Fri July 10 • 17:30 • admission free
    Firkin Crane, Shandon, Cork
    Reading: Jerome Rothenberg (USA) + Geoffrey Squires (Ire/UK) + Christine Wertheim (Aus/UK/USA)

    Fri July 10 • 21:00 • admission free
    Meade’s Wine Bar, 126 Oliver Plunkett Street, Cork
    Couscous@Meade’s with M/C Mairéad Byrne
    (Pre-programmed open-mic)

    Sat July 11 • 11:30 • admission free
    Firkin Crane, Shandon, Cork
    Poetry by Default programmed by Jimmy Cummins
    Reading: Jim Goar (USA) + Marcus Slease (NIre) + David Toms (Ire)

    Sat July 11 • 17:00 • admission €3 (towards the upkeep of the building)
    (Sonic Vigil runs continuously 12:00 – 18:00)
    St. Fin Barre’s Cathedral, Cork
    SoundEye/Sonic Vigil sound event
    Performance: Jaap Blonk (Nl) + Jerome Rothenberg (USA) + Christine Wertheim (UK/USA)

    Sat July 11 • 20:00 • admission free
    Eason’s Hill Community Centre, Eason’s Hill, Shandon, Cork
    Reading: Peter Manson (UK) + Maggie O’Sullivan (UK) + Tom Raworth (UK/Ire)
    [Tom Raworth’s reading is generously supported by Poetry Ireland]

    Sun July 12 • 11:00 • admission free
    Firkin Crane, Shandon, Cork
    Reading: Thomas McCarthy (Ire) + Mark Mallon (Ger/Fin) + Luke Roberts (UK)

    Sun July 12 • 13:00 • admission free
    The Guesthouse, 10 Chapel Street, Shandon, Cork
    Reading: Billy Mills (Ire) + Martin Corless-Smith (UK/USA) + Catherine Walsh (Ire)

    [The SoundEye Festival is made possible thanks to the Small Festivals Scheme of The Irish Arts Council]

    Soundeye 2009

  • A pinhole camera is a very simple camera with no lens and a single very small aperture. Simply explained, it is a light-proof box with a small hole in one side. Light from a scene passes through this single point and projects an inverted image on the opposite side of the box. Cameras using small apertures, and the human eye in bright light both act like a pinhole camera.

    pinhole visions

  • listen to some great Americana here:

    Tony Tost’s America